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Kodokushi

by ATLVS

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This covers mental illness and discussing about the mindset of one who contemplate taking ones life. To live alone and die alone the Japanese term to die alone and hope to be never found.

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I’m so sick of this way that I feel
Weaving between delusion and what’s real
Sick of being sick
Waking up in the early hours just to vomit

Fine lines cutting so straight
Just another dead end before I break
Another fucking day
Wishing I would never wake

I don’t wanna go through life
Believing at a young age I should’ve died
I shouldn't have to be proud that I’m alive

Spent my best years in the clouds
And now i’m older it’s head first into the ground

I guess I’m just tired of feeling like I’m no good
I’m tired of being misunderstood
All I’ve ever wanted is to be fucking happy
But maybe that was never meant for me

I’ve seen flowers bloom in the darkest of places
But even they wilt and die, we share the same fate

Destined to suffer and to die alone
I can feel the ache on the inside of my bones
My mind contorts and twists until my wits end,
Constantly stuck on my mistakes and missed friends

A lonely death is all I deserve
Let my body rejoin the earth
So just leave me in peace
No one to ever find me

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released March 13, 2022
Written by ATLVS

Produced by Scottie Simpson

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